Well, just when things are going well, there is always SOMETHING that fucks it up. This is the story of my life. This is why I am so fucking pessamistic people, people say "omg youre so negative all the time" well when all you get is the shit end of the stick in every situation.... yeah, you would be a downer too.
Anyway, I still have gotten my financial aid check yet, which is completely unacceptable, and Im still trying to find an apartment because YET AGAIN, my roommate couldnt be bothered to go to the bank or make time to get her rent money until the 7th... and then she deposited a check into my account. Her check NEVER CLEAR. Whether she has the money or not, her c hecks bounce. So I dont have enough money to cover the rent, so the landloard is going to have to wait. OH and I cant call him, because the software update on my phone ERASED MY CONTACT LIST>.... SO I HAVE NO PHONE NUMBERS.... So I just hope he doesnt get too pissed off and evict us before I can move out. I dont want the eviction on my credit because SHE fucked up and doesnt think paying her bills on time is important.
THEN... as Im trying to recover my phone list, my laptop suddenly goes black, and has been stuck in perpetual reboot since yesterday. AWESOME. its less than 2 years old. FUCKING FANTASTIC. JUST WHEN I FINALLY AM GETTING MY MONEY AND MOVING FORWARD, SOMETHING ALWAYS FUCKS IT UP AND I GET DRAGGED BACK DOWN....well ya know what...FUCK THAT. If I cant get my laptop to work, and cant afford to fix it, then i will happily pitch it over a cliff and smile as it shatters into a million pieces. Fuck that laptop. Ill figure out a way to get another one. Im still moving, fuck that Im not giving up on that dream.
So right now my mood is fucking FOUL.
2 comments:
You definitely have reason to feel foul.
Just don't give up.
Does your job require you to work on the computer? If so, maybe you can get that kind of stuff done at the office. Also, there are cheap computers you can buy.
I'm sorry things are seeming so difficult.
When the world throws you a sucker punch, turn right back around and wham her in the eye. Push through, and succeed anyway.
I'm wishing you luck.
Thank you Brighten Boy.
UPDATE...no I'm not kidding, my car broke down. Just paid $918 to fix it. I'm waiting for the lightning bolt to strike me when I leave work.
On the positive side, my financial aid check came. So since my money was spent fixing my car, I will not be getting my apartment for quite a while.
FML... just a little bit.
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