Hey readers, its been a while, I have had so much going on that I havent seen able to get to my blog. Im so sorry.
I have been thinking about alot of things lately, and I have come to a few conclusions:
1. San Diego is beautiful, but not as great as I thought. At least not for me. I have met some nice people here, and some not so great people, but the one thing I am noticing is that no one wants to be my friend unless it involves sex. Why is the idea of sex with friends so strange to me? I dont get it.
2. I dont want to move back to Ventura County, but I may not have a choice. Other than the idea that I moved and failed, would coming back be so hard?
3. As much as I want love in my life, im thinking its just not my destiny. My mom has told me before that she is not against the idea of meeting a man and marrying him, but she doesn't NEED it. She has a full life. She has a son who loves her (me) and a full and wacky family, and all she really needs for companionship is a dog. maybe I just need a pug! Although I do love someone, he is far away, and he is young. He needs to start his life, and be free, not be tied down to a relationship, so I dont know whats going to happen with that.
4. I am going to start working on my second book. In doing this, I will need to contact and interview some friends, and people I know about their dating experience. Its gonna be a hoot and I really hope I can find a way to get it published. My goal is to get a book deal, or at least one good selling book, if not best selling!!
5. I look around at the world and some of the chaos and bullshit going on...and always seem to say the same thing: "Im too god damn old for this shit.".....I'm 29.
