Ashamed.

Before I post the Wise words of my friend Tacy, I have to get this out:

I am disgusted by California. I am disgusted by Mormons. I am disgusted by the out of state organizations being allowed to fund a proposition that isn't involving their state.

Even though it is not technically over, I'm pretty sure California has voted, and me, my friends, my amazing friends who I love...will be second class citizens. I'm repulsed by the air I breathe because it's Californian air. I've never been so ashamed of my state and my country before. From now on, if the subject should ever come up, I'm Canadian. Fuck this place.

I think the gays should now start rioting. shut shit down. go on strike...SOMETHING. This Ghandi style peaceful protest bullshit doesn't work anymore. The Blacks fought back, it worked. The Drag Queens fought back at Stonewall...and our Civil rights movement began...I THINK ITS TIME WE PUT ON OUR BRASS KNUCKLES AND GETS TO SWINGIN, and I'm more than happy and very ready to on the front lines.

WARNING: The following statement does not pertain to those of you who voted "no" on 8...

FUCK YOU CALIFORNIA!!! FUCK YOU CHURCH OF LATTER DAY SAINTS!!! FUCK YOU FAKE CHRISTIANS WHO PICK AND CHOOSE YOUR SCRIPTURES TO FOLLOW!!!! FUCK YOU ANYONE WHO THINKS THEY ARE GOOD ENOUGH TO SAY WHAT GOD HATES!!! FUCK YOU FOCUS ON THE FAMILY!!! FUCK YOU ALL WHO VOTED YES ON 8!!!! I HOPE YOU ALL DIE HORRIBLE PAINFUL AGONIZING SLOW TORTUROUS DEATHS!!!!!

Any REAL Christian will tell you that no one, NO ONE is good enough for God. and NO ONE EVER WILL BE...that's why he sacrificed his son...for every sin that will ever be committed. God doesn't HATE. He loves, unconditionally. We all sin, and people still love us unconditionally... its no different. Im so sick of these hypocrite religious sheep who don't dig any deeper than what their inbred relatives tell them. I have a friend named Melissa, who is probably the most religious friend I have ever had, and she loves me. She once told me that God and Jesus know who I am, and whatever I do in my life is between me, and them. The rest of the people who judge and throw stones...dont matter. What matters is Me...and God. Melissa is fuckin RAD.

If anyone gloats to me about Prop 8 passing..I will hurt you. I will attack you with every ounce of strength in my body. I will GIVE YOU A FUCKING REASON TO HATE AND DISCRIMINATE AGAINST ME MOTHER FUCKERS



My level headed and extremely intelligent friend Tacy said this to me:

"Listen Andru, the problem is this... We as a nation need to fix the influx of religion in our government FIRST; and one way to fix it would be to stop having state issued marriage licenses. Marriage belongs in the church, or with you, your spouse, and your spirituality. The state merely acknowledges a civil contract to accept responsibility for each other's taxes, debt, property, children, and health.

What you should be fighting for is Civil Unions in state government, for everyone. Then you eliminate any Christian's argument against allowing all people to have Civil Unions. In fact, we should be able to civilly unionize with 10 other individuals if we want. When you take religion out of government, it is able to be more fair, impartial, and rational.

Tell your friends."


She makes a damn good point. Its not about the word "Marriage" its not about GOD, its about civil rights and liberties.

Consider me a Dixie Chick...Im ashamed of my home state.

I am; however, very happy that Obama won. It gives me home that change can happen in this fucked up country.

Plus, people keep telling me "Its not over...absentee ballots are still being counted, its too close to call...dont give up" I dont know if I can hope anymore. Im kinda tapped out.


So..anyone know anybody in Massachusetts? Cuz everyone is equal there, maybe I could rent a room from someone? cuz moving there is starting to look really good...or Canada.