Do these people KNOW the world laughs at them?
I wish I could let them know. I really do.
January 22, 2009
DoucheBaggery
Do these people KNOW the world laughs at them?
I wish I could let them know. I really do.
Andrucious Say: he who read blog, rock my socks.
Okay so the title makes no sense...but whatever.
HI BITCHES!!! Okay so Im super excited and happy that I have a new follower to my blog...and its my girl Raylene!! HI TRASH!!! WELCOME!!!
Class....say hello to Raylene.
Well I am happy to report that life is picking up again. I'm working, pet sitting, keeping busy, finding new fun things to occupy my spare time. I'm hopelessly hooked on the Sims. I KNOW I KNOW, its dorky, and I'm like 8 years behind. Sims has been around forever, and I have Sims 2 but my P.O.S. computer cant handle it. It takes too much juice to run that game and my puter just freezes. I need a new one. If anyone knows where to get a decent computer, good for music, movies, and gaming, please let me know. Im trying to have $400 saved so I can get it, but we will see how that goes. Life often gets in the way of goals. If nothing else, Ill have to wait for my student loans to get a new puter, but if that's the case, I'm going with a laptop with the little built in webcam, and all the bells and whistles and stuff. I figure if I'm gonna go into debt, might as well be for what I want. haha. OMG what if I could video blog!!! how exciting would that be.
So that is my newest goal to reach, new computer.
I still would like to find more resources for student loans and stuff, so anyone out there know of anything, let me know, I will leave no stone left unturned in the pursuit of money for college and survival while I attend college.
Maybe this would've been easier had I gone to college, oh I don't know, right after high school! I shouldn't have waited until I was 28. Well technically I was 25 when I first went back to school. Then stopped again. Cuz I took on way too much and could no longer afford to go to school, cuz I had to pay for it out of pocket, except for my units...govt paid those, but I had to pay for supplies, BOOKS, gas to and from, parking passes, and all that mess...and OMG it was more than I could handle. I was making $10 an hour AND going to school??? oh I don't think so. Yeah I had to drop out again, because I had changed jobs, that wouldn't work with my school schedule, and it was forever far from school, i couldn't make it to class on time, and I couldn't afford the commute. I was bummed, but oh well. Its life, this time around I am not taking one single step onto a campus until I have student loans and plenty of money to pay for it. Otherwise, Ill be destined to be a dispatcher for rest of my life. which is sad.
OH!! Im thinking about writing a book!! just to see if I can. but how cool would that be if I managed to write a book that got published!!! J.K. Rowling and I would have high tea in London discussing the meaning behind Dumbledor's sexuality and how it was played out in the movies.
No Autographs please.
HI BITCHES!!! Okay so Im super excited and happy that I have a new follower to my blog...and its my girl Raylene!! HI TRASH!!! WELCOME!!!
Class....say hello to Raylene.
Well I am happy to report that life is picking up again. I'm working, pet sitting, keeping busy, finding new fun things to occupy my spare time. I'm hopelessly hooked on the Sims. I KNOW I KNOW, its dorky, and I'm like 8 years behind. Sims has been around forever, and I have Sims 2 but my P.O.S. computer cant handle it. It takes too much juice to run that game and my puter just freezes. I need a new one. If anyone knows where to get a decent computer, good for music, movies, and gaming, please let me know. Im trying to have $400 saved so I can get it, but we will see how that goes. Life often gets in the way of goals. If nothing else, Ill have to wait for my student loans to get a new puter, but if that's the case, I'm going with a laptop with the little built in webcam, and all the bells and whistles and stuff. I figure if I'm gonna go into debt, might as well be for what I want. haha. OMG what if I could video blog!!! how exciting would that be.
So that is my newest goal to reach, new computer.
I still would like to find more resources for student loans and stuff, so anyone out there know of anything, let me know, I will leave no stone left unturned in the pursuit of money for college and survival while I attend college.
Maybe this would've been easier had I gone to college, oh I don't know, right after high school! I shouldn't have waited until I was 28. Well technically I was 25 when I first went back to school. Then stopped again. Cuz I took on way too much and could no longer afford to go to school, cuz I had to pay for it out of pocket, except for my units...govt paid those, but I had to pay for supplies, BOOKS, gas to and from, parking passes, and all that mess...and OMG it was more than I could handle. I was making $10 an hour AND going to school??? oh I don't think so. Yeah I had to drop out again, because I had changed jobs, that wouldn't work with my school schedule, and it was forever far from school, i couldn't make it to class on time, and I couldn't afford the commute. I was bummed, but oh well. Its life, this time around I am not taking one single step onto a campus until I have student loans and plenty of money to pay for it. Otherwise, Ill be destined to be a dispatcher for rest of my life. which is sad.
OH!! Im thinking about writing a book!! just to see if I can. but how cool would that be if I managed to write a book that got published!!! J.K. Rowling and I would have high tea in London discussing the meaning behind Dumbledor's sexuality and how it was played out in the movies.
No Autographs please.
January 20, 2009
I FUCKING HATE VENTURA COUNTY DRIVERS AND HERE'S WHY:
This morning, as Im blissfully driving to work secure in the knowledge that I will be on time because I left earlier than usual, I become the victim of douchebag drivers...and now I have to pay the fine.
So some fucktard for whatever reason maybe forgot where they were or where they were going, and decides that the turn signal = all drivers come to a sop so you can dart across 2 lanes and exit the freeway at the last bloody second!! So I unfortunately for me, was not "behind" this brainiac...so I am 2 lanes over almost parallel to her. Until I see her in the corner of my eye, looking behind her, as she is rapidly approaching me. *sigh* (note: PAY FUCKING ATTENTION TO THE WORLD AROUND YOU YOU FUCKING IDIOTS)
I have no option except to dart into the on/off ramp lane, where there thankfully were no people coming or going. So I honk like a fool, flip her off, scream myself hoarse, and she just waves. Like that makes it all better. So now, Im trying to get back ON the freeway and every single mother fucking douche jockey on the road decides that as Andru is entering the freeway, we should tail gate each other and not let Andru back on the freeway. There was ONE nice guy who let m over, but sadly, it was too little too late, because the lines had gone solid, and began to split. As I began to merge in front of the nice man who let me in, (thank you Gold Lexus guy!) I see, sitting on the shoulder, a Ventura County Sheriff. Surely he would understand that I was desperate.... no He pulled me over.
So I roll down my windows, and wait patiently for the tall, dark, and rather handsome officer to approach. He was very polite, and very nice, and I was happy about that...but he told me he pulled me over because I crossed all those white stripes instead of merging further back. I calmly explained that I was frustrated by almost being hit and being pushed into a lane I had no intention of ever being in, as I work about 10 miles further up the 101 freeway, and that everyone tailgated intentionally u ntil the nice man in the gold Lexus waved me in. He understood, saying "yes people are a pin when it comes to traffic, they think that letting one car in means they will be stuck in traffic for another few hours." I laughed, at the lame joke, but joke none-the-less...and then he says "Are you aware that you can't have any tint on your front windows?" ....uhh... drr, everyone knows that in the bullshit state of california, you cannot have tint on your front windows....but do you know how uncool most cars, especially mine, looks WITHOUT it? Hater. "well I didn't think anything of it because it was there when I bought it...I thought it was legal since that's how the dealership sold it." Total lie, no excuse for it. "Well they weren't supposed to, its illegal." Good Point. SO then I say "Well, if it's illegal, why are they allowed to put the tint on at all? That's like setting people up for failure...and expensive fines, but I suppose our not to great state needs to make money somehow right?"
I guess my willingness to be so open about my opinion of this joke of a state, was what did it. He laughed, almost the same forced laugh i gave him a few seconds prior...and says "well Im going to issue you a citation for failing to yield, and having tinted front windows, ill be right back."
Great. Failure to yield to a sign...because me using my Accord as a battering ram, and forcing people to let me in...that was OBVIOUSLY the wiser choice. What was I thinking trying to be the nice driver? The tint is a fix it ticket, whatever I'll pay the fine and keep my tint. Cuz fuck that communist rule. That's right, I said communist!
Everyone asks why I drive like an asshole, and everyone complains "oh i almost died in his car, he is a scary driver..." ya know what? Fuck off. If I were so bad, I would have numerous accidents, dents, probably a few warrants for hit and run's....I may not be a slow driver, or a drive who is content in one lane for long periods of time, but I get where I need to go, and I normally don;t get stuck in a FUCKING ON/OFF RAMP WHILE PEOPLE REFUSE TO LET ME OVER, WHICH ENDS UP WITH *ME* GETTING THE CITATION!!!! THEY WERE THE FUCKWADS...BUT I GET THE TICKET!!!!!! oh fuck that. You think I was an asshole driver before? oh you ain't seen NOTHING yet. I no longer give a fuck...don;t like it? Drive your own damn car and get the hell outta mine.
As for all those assbags who tailgated each other and refused to let me in, you WILL get whats coming to you. And just to add my personal touch, I hope you all fucking die. Burned alive in your cars, in front of your friends and family! And when you are charbroiled crispy corpse, the firetruck will show up and they will say "sorry we couldn't get here sooner...no one would let us merge on the freeway." And then they would hose off the smoking pile of shit that used to be you and your fucking car, then go for lunch...at a bbq joint.
I knew...I KNEW when my alarm went off, something in my head told me "call in, don't go to work, stay in bed."
*sigh* Sometimes, I'm not just lazy, I'm psychic. SO I have a nice fine to look forward to in the next few weeks. A fine that you KNOW will be outrageously high for a minor and non-life threatening offense. Seriously... this actually happened to me in the past... driving without a seat belt was a $23 fine. Failing to turn off your high beams....$176. How is THAT fair? Whatever, our legal system, our civil rights, our governor, our budget, our ...STATE...is a joke. But it's home.
Well now that I have made myself an enemy of the state, back to work. I have half a mind to just leave early and go home. Fuck today.
So some fucktard for whatever reason maybe forgot where they were or where they were going, and decides that the turn signal = all drivers come to a sop so you can dart across 2 lanes and exit the freeway at the last bloody second!! So I unfortunately for me, was not "behind" this brainiac...so I am 2 lanes over almost parallel to her. Until I see her in the corner of my eye, looking behind her, as she is rapidly approaching me. *sigh* (note: PAY FUCKING ATTENTION TO THE WORLD AROUND YOU YOU FUCKING IDIOTS)
I have no option except to dart into the on/off ramp lane, where there thankfully were no people coming or going. So I honk like a fool, flip her off, scream myself hoarse, and she just waves. Like that makes it all better. So now, Im trying to get back ON the freeway and every single mother fucking douche jockey on the road decides that as Andru is entering the freeway, we should tail gate each other and not let Andru back on the freeway. There was ONE nice guy who let m over, but sadly, it was too little too late, because the lines had gone solid, and began to split. As I began to merge in front of the nice man who let me in, (thank you Gold Lexus guy!) I see, sitting on the shoulder, a Ventura County Sheriff. Surely he would understand that I was desperate.... no He pulled me over.
So I roll down my windows, and wait patiently for the tall, dark, and rather handsome officer to approach. He was very polite, and very nice, and I was happy about that...but he told me he pulled me over because I crossed all those white stripes instead of merging further back. I calmly explained that I was frustrated by almost being hit and being pushed into a lane I had no intention of ever being in, as I work about 10 miles further up the 101 freeway, and that everyone tailgated intentionally u ntil the nice man in the gold Lexus waved me in. He understood, saying "yes people are a pin when it comes to traffic, they think that letting one car in means they will be stuck in traffic for another few hours." I laughed, at the lame joke, but joke none-the-less...and then he says "Are you aware that you can't have any tint on your front windows?" ....uhh... drr, everyone knows that in the bullshit state of california, you cannot have tint on your front windows....but do you know how uncool most cars, especially mine, looks WITHOUT it? Hater. "well I didn't think anything of it because it was there when I bought it...I thought it was legal since that's how the dealership sold it." Total lie, no excuse for it. "Well they weren't supposed to, its illegal." Good Point. SO then I say "Well, if it's illegal, why are they allowed to put the tint on at all? That's like setting people up for failure...and expensive fines, but I suppose our not to great state needs to make money somehow right?"
I guess my willingness to be so open about my opinion of this joke of a state, was what did it. He laughed, almost the same forced laugh i gave him a few seconds prior...and says "well Im going to issue you a citation for failing to yield, and having tinted front windows, ill be right back."
Great. Failure to yield to a sign...because me using my Accord as a battering ram, and forcing people to let me in...that was OBVIOUSLY the wiser choice. What was I thinking trying to be the nice driver? The tint is a fix it ticket, whatever I'll pay the fine and keep my tint. Cuz fuck that communist rule. That's right, I said communist!
Everyone asks why I drive like an asshole, and everyone complains "oh i almost died in his car, he is a scary driver..." ya know what? Fuck off. If I were so bad, I would have numerous accidents, dents, probably a few warrants for hit and run's....I may not be a slow driver, or a drive who is content in one lane for long periods of time, but I get where I need to go, and I normally don;t get stuck in a FUCKING ON/OFF RAMP WHILE PEOPLE REFUSE TO LET ME OVER, WHICH ENDS UP WITH *ME* GETTING THE CITATION!!!! THEY WERE THE FUCKWADS...BUT I GET THE TICKET!!!!!! oh fuck that. You think I was an asshole driver before? oh you ain't seen NOTHING yet. I no longer give a fuck...don;t like it? Drive your own damn car and get the hell outta mine.
As for all those assbags who tailgated each other and refused to let me in, you WILL get whats coming to you. And just to add my personal touch, I hope you all fucking die. Burned alive in your cars, in front of your friends and family! And when you are charbroiled crispy corpse, the firetruck will show up and they will say "sorry we couldn't get here sooner...no one would let us merge on the freeway." And then they would hose off the smoking pile of shit that used to be you and your fucking car, then go for lunch...at a bbq joint.
I knew...I KNEW when my alarm went off, something in my head told me "call in, don't go to work, stay in bed."
*sigh* Sometimes, I'm not just lazy, I'm psychic. SO I have a nice fine to look forward to in the next few weeks. A fine that you KNOW will be outrageously high for a minor and non-life threatening offense. Seriously... this actually happened to me in the past... driving without a seat belt was a $23 fine. Failing to turn off your high beams....$176. How is THAT fair? Whatever, our legal system, our civil rights, our governor, our budget, our ...STATE...is a joke. But it's home.
Well now that I have made myself an enemy of the state, back to work. I have half a mind to just leave early and go home. Fuck today.
January 16, 2009
Douche Baggery: Return of the Guido Douche
This photo tutorial makes it simple to know what to avoid. Never ever compliment these freaks, because there is nothing you can say to them that they dont already know...or have at least managed to convince themselves they are.
Did anyone else notice his bizarre webbed fingers? gross. He should keep his hands in his pockets...and he should NEVER use his penis...ever. This shouldn't ever be allowed to reproduce..or ever interact with children. The Guido Douche-baggery might spread.
Did anyone else notice his bizarre webbed fingers? gross. He should keep his hands in his pockets...and he should NEVER use his penis...ever. This shouldn't ever be allowed to reproduce..or ever interact with children. The Guido Douche-baggery might spread.
This made me feel MUCH better
yay kittehs!!!
This one is funny:
Kitteh: "NOOOooo dont touch me, I hate you, get away, I kick you...nuh..kick u....bitch."
good times. ok back to work *rolls eyes*
This one is funny:
Kitteh: "NOOOooo dont touch me, I hate you, get away, I kick you...nuh..kick u....bitch."
good times. ok back to work *rolls eyes*
TGI.....WTF???
so here is my Friday (so far, it's only 11:45am) in a nut shell:
Get up an hour early (6am), to feed dogs and give myself plenty of time to drive from East Ventura to Agoura Hills to work.
Then....
Traffic
My boss says "oh here is a project of dire importance that I need you to finish because it is SIX MONTHS overdue...hustle hustle hustle!!" to which I replied... "hustle my ass, why do I have to pick up someone elses lazy mess?" and he, very wisely said "Well whenever we need something done in a crunch and need it done correctly, we come to you, cuz youre good at it." Damn Him, he knows me. Flattery will get you everywhere.
Dont let the minimal page full of fun neon colors fool you, thats one of about 75 pages that need to be cross referenced, and some even require that phone calls be made! FUN! and I color coded the lists with highlighters...so dont think someone is thoughtful, it was me.
All this equals a sleepy, irritated bear who wants nothing more than to SWIM in a dark chocolate mocha. I need caffeine something FIERCE. Or I would be happy going BACK TO BED. but the day is about half over, so I should make it...I shall persevere.
RECAP:
TRAFFIC
+
COLORFUL PROJECT OF DOOM
=
IRRITATED, SQUINTY EYED BEAR.
Get up an hour early (6am), to feed dogs and give myself plenty of time to drive from East Ventura to Agoura Hills to work.
Then....
Traffic
My boss says "oh here is a project of dire importance that I need you to finish because it is SIX MONTHS overdue...hustle hustle hustle!!" to which I replied... "hustle my ass, why do I have to pick up someone elses lazy mess?" and he, very wisely said "Well whenever we need something done in a crunch and need it done correctly, we come to you, cuz youre good at it." Damn Him, he knows me. Flattery will get you everywhere.
Dont let the minimal page full of fun neon colors fool you, thats one of about 75 pages that need to be cross referenced, and some even require that phone calls be made! FUN! and I color coded the lists with highlighters...so dont think someone is thoughtful, it was me.
All this equals a sleepy, irritated bear who wants nothing more than to SWIM in a dark chocolate mocha. I need caffeine something FIERCE. Or I would be happy going BACK TO BED. but the day is about half over, so I should make it...I shall persevere.
RECAP:
TRAFFIC
+
COLORFUL PROJECT OF DOOM
=
IRRITATED, SQUINTY EYED BEAR.
January 14, 2009
Mood Ring
once again:
I've had it. My own body is trying to kill me slowly and painfully. Im almost sure of it.
I am pissed off at the world. I dont really have a good reason for it, but I just am. Have you ever had those days when you walk outside, look up to the heavens, and scream "WHY DO YOU HATE ME?!?!?!" That has been the past 5 days for me. I just dont understand why I am god's personal joke sometimes. I just think I am at a point in my life where I need to accept the fact that it's ALWAYS going to be better for someone else, its NEVER going to go your way for very long, so dont get excited, you may not be meant to be "more" than you are right now. I hate saying it but it may very well be true. I mean, everyone has shit to deal with in their lives, even the real housewives of Botox county have their problems, and their money....but see thats the issue I have, I have issues they dont ever dream of because they have the money to take care of it.
I think the problem is MONEY. Money is NOT the root of all evil, and YES money CAN buy happiness. I dont care what anyone says.
If I had the money, I would have an education, I would have clear skin because I could afford medical insurance, I would have the things in my life that I need, and as an added extra bonus, I would have the things I WANT as well, thus the happiness. You can't achieve true complete happiness through money, but it would take care of about 75% of it!! at least it would for me.
So if any of you know someone who needs to donate large sums of money, whether its for tax write offs as a donation, because they always wanted a son and wants to take me under their wing, or just because they like helping poor homos....PLEASE DEAR GOD GIVE HIM or HER MY EMAIL ADDRESS OR NUMBER or something. I need all the help I can get.
*sigh* moving on, my mood ring is a filthy brown today and I probably will be a hermit for a day or two, maybe thru the weekend, because I dont feel like being out of the house. Especially since my friend and blogging inspiration Zara (of the famed AwesomeZara.com) gave me her PC game "The Sims" the first volume, I found a few cheat codes online for money in the game, and have been having a ball making houses and spoiling my sims ROTTEN. Good times, but I noticed yesterday that I sat down in front of my computer (that desperately needs replacing, by the way) at 545 and before I knew it, it was 950. oh yeah, 4 hours flew by like nothing and my ass hurt. I need a real desk chair... in fact, my ass still hurts. Anyway, I might just do that for the next few days. Sims recluse. If anyone out there knows of more fun cheats and codes for the original Sims game...please email me or leave a comment on this post. Thanks!!
So onto the next subject of bitchyness:
There are somethings I need to say:
1. You probably dont know who you are, but you are so fucking selfish it makes me sick.
You had an idea a while back, and i helped you build it because you needed help...
then i have an idea, as a money maker, and do you help me??? NO you BITE MY idea...and start doing it for yourself. SELFISH FUCK. You are not a good friend. You are a selfish biting copy cat with no actual ideas or personality of your own, so you take from others...thus stealing their ideas, and robbing them of their success. And what's more, you robbed this from the friend who helped you when you presented an idea, did I steal your idea and start profiting from it? NO, because that would be wrong. But you dont care. So not only will I be keeping you at a safe distance from my life, I will not talk about anything creative, money making, or original idea, in your presence.
Problem solved.
2. Dear Stupid Drivers,
Get off the god damned road. If people are coming up behind you, and are driving faster than you are, move the fuck over. I dont care if you are already going over the speed limit, just move the fuck over. Get out of the way, let the speed demon pass you, it's their ticket, just move. Don't be stubborn, you're just going to piss off the speed demon, because then he/she will do something risky to get around you and endanger the other cars...so because YOU are too fucking selfish and lazy to just move over, you have endangered yourself, and the few cars around you that are cut off, tailgated and freaked out by the wild and dangerous maneuver the speed demon had to perform to get around YOU. Just move. the. fuck. OVER.
OH and just so you know, just because you turned on your turn signal, does not mean you have permission to just move over. It is a signal, a "head's up" to the drivers around you, making them aware that you intend to move in that direction, because that is where you need to be. It is NOT an all access pass to almost hit me, or wedge your BMW 7 series monster sized 40 ft long sedan in the 15 ft space between me and the car in front of me. Your Blinker is NOT a form of immunity. You are a fucking cunt rag and I hope you wreck that BMW and are seriously inconvenienced in the process...and should there be some severe injury that causes you great pain, I wouldn't shed a tear. Ass bag.
Hey you, yeah you, the big headed blonde bigot who used to be a friend....STOP FUCKING LOOKING AT ME. My patience will only hold out for so long, then when it's gone, a couple of phone calls can be made and you will take an extended trip to the ER blondy.
And dont even try to get your felon parolee boyfriend involved..I got friends in high places, and low places, and either one can ruin what's left of his pathetic existence.
So my suggestion, is to hit up Coffee Bean from now on, or one of the other 3 or 4 starbucks in town. K? Thnx. xoxo mgmt
Thug Life yo. hahahahaha
Is there anyone else I have something to say to or about?
let's see.......
oh okay,
Dear Stupid slut who couldn't keep her legs closed,
Thank you so spreading the fact that if you are a dripping whore in Jr High and High School, that if you get knocked up under the age of 18, drop out of school etc etc...THAT YOU CAN GET THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS FOR SCHOOL!!! Because there are SO many Minority girls and Majority girls, having children while they are children, there is ALL this government financial aid for YOU...and none for those of us who did the RIGHT thing and closed our legs or at least used condoms. Thanks! Your slutty ways have stolen the dreams of college educations from thousands of DESERVING people all over the country. I hope your proud of yourself in your 1 bedroom apartment you share with your 6 kids, your abolita, and occasionally your scumbag unemployed gang member boyfriend...while you drive your Escalade on sparkly 24's to school. Clearly you are a GENIUS at setting priorities. I think there should be a financial follow up on these people. No one living in a shit hole should have a fly ride when you have kids to pay for. But its ok!! cuz they were young mothers..the poor sweet girls..bless them...no FUCK THEM. THEY ARE NOT VICTIMS...THEY SPREAD THEIR MOLDY STENCH FILLED VAGINA LIPS AND LET HIGH SCHOOL DOUCHEBAGS UNLOAD INSIDE THEM, AND GOT KNOCKED UP. They are not poor unfortunate souls, they are stupid cunts who knew better, but did it anyway, and now they are rewarded. Maybe I should knock someone up, then steal the baby, then be a poor unfortunate single dad so I can get free money, free food, free school, and enough financial aid to buy a Range Rover, a studio apartment in Watts, spinner rims, and a laptop that matches my shiny silver starbucks coffee mug. Then whenever someone questions me I can ALSO say "I love my baby, I do it all for HIM/HER" as I ignore the screaming brat in the stroller while I turn on my ipod and get into my range rover sipping my 5 dollar coffee...yeah..all for the kids.
Well I think that about covers why I hate the world today.
I now feel better. I hope I can look back at this post and laugh, and I hope you all can enjoy my bitterness.
Hugs & Squishes
I've had it. My own body is trying to kill me slowly and painfully. Im almost sure of it.
I am pissed off at the world. I dont really have a good reason for it, but I just am. Have you ever had those days when you walk outside, look up to the heavens, and scream "WHY DO YOU HATE ME?!?!?!" That has been the past 5 days for me. I just dont understand why I am god's personal joke sometimes. I just think I am at a point in my life where I need to accept the fact that it's ALWAYS going to be better for someone else, its NEVER going to go your way for very long, so dont get excited, you may not be meant to be "more" than you are right now. I hate saying it but it may very well be true. I mean, everyone has shit to deal with in their lives, even the real housewives of Botox county have their problems, and their money....but see thats the issue I have, I have issues they dont ever dream of because they have the money to take care of it.
I think the problem is MONEY. Money is NOT the root of all evil, and YES money CAN buy happiness. I dont care what anyone says.
If I had the money, I would have an education, I would have clear skin because I could afford medical insurance, I would have the things in my life that I need, and as an added extra bonus, I would have the things I WANT as well, thus the happiness. You can't achieve true complete happiness through money, but it would take care of about 75% of it!! at least it would for me.
So if any of you know someone who needs to donate large sums of money, whether its for tax write offs as a donation, because they always wanted a son and wants to take me under their wing, or just because they like helping poor homos....PLEASE DEAR GOD GIVE HIM or HER MY EMAIL ADDRESS OR NUMBER or something. I need all the help I can get.
*sigh* moving on, my mood ring is a filthy brown today and I probably will be a hermit for a day or two, maybe thru the weekend, because I dont feel like being out of the house. Especially since my friend and blogging inspiration Zara (of the famed AwesomeZara.com) gave me her PC game "The Sims" the first volume, I found a few cheat codes online for money in the game, and have been having a ball making houses and spoiling my sims ROTTEN. Good times, but I noticed yesterday that I sat down in front of my computer (that desperately needs replacing, by the way) at 545 and before I knew it, it was 950. oh yeah, 4 hours flew by like nothing and my ass hurt. I need a real desk chair... in fact, my ass still hurts. Anyway, I might just do that for the next few days. Sims recluse. If anyone out there knows of more fun cheats and codes for the original Sims game...please email me or leave a comment on this post. Thanks!!
So onto the next subject of bitchyness:
There are somethings I need to say:
1. You probably dont know who you are, but you are so fucking selfish it makes me sick.
You had an idea a while back, and i helped you build it because you needed help...
then i have an idea, as a money maker, and do you help me??? NO you BITE MY idea...and start doing it for yourself. SELFISH FUCK. You are not a good friend. You are a selfish biting copy cat with no actual ideas or personality of your own, so you take from others...thus stealing their ideas, and robbing them of their success. And what's more, you robbed this from the friend who helped you when you presented an idea, did I steal your idea and start profiting from it? NO, because that would be wrong. But you dont care. So not only will I be keeping you at a safe distance from my life, I will not talk about anything creative, money making, or original idea, in your presence.
Problem solved.
2. Dear Stupid Drivers,
Get off the god damned road. If people are coming up behind you, and are driving faster than you are, move the fuck over. I dont care if you are already going over the speed limit, just move the fuck over. Get out of the way, let the speed demon pass you, it's their ticket, just move. Don't be stubborn, you're just going to piss off the speed demon, because then he/she will do something risky to get around you and endanger the other cars...so because YOU are too fucking selfish and lazy to just move over, you have endangered yourself, and the few cars around you that are cut off, tailgated and freaked out by the wild and dangerous maneuver the speed demon had to perform to get around YOU. Just move. the. fuck. OVER.
OH and just so you know, just because you turned on your turn signal, does not mean you have permission to just move over. It is a signal, a "head's up" to the drivers around you, making them aware that you intend to move in that direction, because that is where you need to be. It is NOT an all access pass to almost hit me, or wedge your BMW 7 series monster sized 40 ft long sedan in the 15 ft space between me and the car in front of me. Your Blinker is NOT a form of immunity. You are a fucking cunt rag and I hope you wreck that BMW and are seriously inconvenienced in the process...and should there be some severe injury that causes you great pain, I wouldn't shed a tear. Ass bag.
Hey you, yeah you, the big headed blonde bigot who used to be a friend....STOP FUCKING LOOKING AT ME. My patience will only hold out for so long, then when it's gone, a couple of phone calls can be made and you will take an extended trip to the ER blondy.
And dont even try to get your felon parolee boyfriend involved..I got friends in high places, and low places, and either one can ruin what's left of his pathetic existence.
So my suggestion, is to hit up Coffee Bean from now on, or one of the other 3 or 4 starbucks in town. K? Thnx. xoxo mgmt
Thug Life yo. hahahahaha
Is there anyone else I have something to say to or about?
let's see.......
oh okay,
Dear Stupid slut who couldn't keep her legs closed,
Thank you so spreading the fact that if you are a dripping whore in Jr High and High School, that if you get knocked up under the age of 18, drop out of school etc etc...THAT YOU CAN GET THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS FOR SCHOOL!!! Because there are SO many Minority girls and Majority girls, having children while they are children, there is ALL this government financial aid for YOU...and none for those of us who did the RIGHT thing and closed our legs or at least used condoms. Thanks! Your slutty ways have stolen the dreams of college educations from thousands of DESERVING people all over the country. I hope your proud of yourself in your 1 bedroom apartment you share with your 6 kids, your abolita, and occasionally your scumbag unemployed gang member boyfriend...while you drive your Escalade on sparkly 24's to school. Clearly you are a GENIUS at setting priorities. I think there should be a financial follow up on these people. No one living in a shit hole should have a fly ride when you have kids to pay for. But its ok!! cuz they were young mothers..the poor sweet girls..bless them...no FUCK THEM. THEY ARE NOT VICTIMS...THEY SPREAD THEIR MOLDY STENCH FILLED VAGINA LIPS AND LET HIGH SCHOOL DOUCHEBAGS UNLOAD INSIDE THEM, AND GOT KNOCKED UP. They are not poor unfortunate souls, they are stupid cunts who knew better, but did it anyway, and now they are rewarded. Maybe I should knock someone up, then steal the baby, then be a poor unfortunate single dad so I can get free money, free food, free school, and enough financial aid to buy a Range Rover, a studio apartment in Watts, spinner rims, and a laptop that matches my shiny silver starbucks coffee mug. Then whenever someone questions me I can ALSO say "I love my baby, I do it all for HIM/HER" as I ignore the screaming brat in the stroller while I turn on my ipod and get into my range rover sipping my 5 dollar coffee...yeah..all for the kids.
Well I think that about covers why I hate the world today.
I now feel better. I hope I can look back at this post and laugh, and I hope you all can enjoy my bitterness.
Hugs & Squishes
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