okay I am unhappy right now. My body hurts (stupid hidradenitis supperative) and Im freaking out cuz I think I have a bladder infection or kidney stone...cuz there's blood in my urine....great. How about my cancer returns? OH or maybe I would get shot in the fucking head...that would work too. Ya know, when I had medical insurance, I didn't have this many problems... now that I dont, its alllll coming out. Typical.
Im pissed. This sucks. I can't afford a doctor, I cant afford the bills from the ER... im fucked. I hate this shit, i go to a clinic or an ER and its just ruining my credit because I can't pay for any of it. So what do I do? suffer, thats what.
f my life.
ALSO... a message for big people. I am one of you, I get it....but I am self aware... if you stop your fat ass past my desk and you make the floor shake....maybe you should learn to TREAD LIGHTLY!!!!!!!!!! I walk softly...I dont make monitors in the office shake when I walk by them...what the fuck is your fat ass problem... its not cute, its not pleasant, and its irritating everything time you trot your fat ass past my desk!! Im fat, I dont have this effect on people....WTF
October 27, 2010
October 26, 2010
A change would do you good.
Ya know, I am sick to death of always being the one to handle everything. I'm always the one worrying about whats gonna happen and stressing over how its gonnna get paid and making sure everything is taken care of... and others just glide through life being unconcerned. WHY AM I DOING THIS?!?!?!?! This is bullshit.
I love my roommate to death, and I want to keep her as a close friend... but I think we need to part ways as far as living together. I do everything. I make sure the bills are paid, and she pays me her half whenever its convenient for her, and even then its not in full. Im sick of this shit. Im sick of buying food, and finding that its been eaten, yet not replaced or paid for. Im done. DONE. I've been searching craigslist for studio apartments around the same price as what Im paying so that I can move out. I cant deal with this stress anymore. If Im gonna stress its gonna be over my own shit, not "our" shit. Im over her dog pissing all over the house! Im over her letting her friends and their dogs (that piss all over the house) just crash whenever, and she doesnt ask me if Im cool with it...she just TELLS me. Im not her parent, and Im not dealing with this anymore. Im fuckin over it, Im stressed out, and Im tired of it. I just cancelled my netflix, the one I've been paying for that she has been using...and never pitched in to help pay for. CANCELLED. Im having the cable TV shut off, just gonna have internet... if she wants TV she can pay for it. Im not stressing over this anymore. Im going to have my name taken off of the utilities that we share, because Im not having my credit ruined because she doesnt care about paying her utilities on time.
There is a problem, I paid 2/3 of our move in deposit, and since her dog ruined the carpet, Im not having MY DEPOSIT deducted because of HER dog...so when I move out, she is gonna have to liquidate her CD's or tap into her savings or whatever, but she is gonna have to give me my part of the deposit when I move out. And if she thinks I wont get a lawyer involved, she is trippin. I don't fuck around when it comes to money.
God damnit I hate that this has happened!! I know this is going to go badly. I just know it.
I love my roommate to death, and I want to keep her as a close friend... but I think we need to part ways as far as living together. I do everything. I make sure the bills are paid, and she pays me her half whenever its convenient for her, and even then its not in full. Im sick of this shit. Im sick of buying food, and finding that its been eaten, yet not replaced or paid for. Im done. DONE. I've been searching craigslist for studio apartments around the same price as what Im paying so that I can move out. I cant deal with this stress anymore. If Im gonna stress its gonna be over my own shit, not "our" shit. Im over her dog pissing all over the house! Im over her letting her friends and their dogs (that piss all over the house) just crash whenever, and she doesnt ask me if Im cool with it...she just TELLS me. Im not her parent, and Im not dealing with this anymore. Im fuckin over it, Im stressed out, and Im tired of it. I just cancelled my netflix, the one I've been paying for that she has been using...and never pitched in to help pay for. CANCELLED. Im having the cable TV shut off, just gonna have internet... if she wants TV she can pay for it. Im not stressing over this anymore. Im going to have my name taken off of the utilities that we share, because Im not having my credit ruined because she doesnt care about paying her utilities on time.
There is a problem, I paid 2/3 of our move in deposit, and since her dog ruined the carpet, Im not having MY DEPOSIT deducted because of HER dog...so when I move out, she is gonna have to liquidate her CD's or tap into her savings or whatever, but she is gonna have to give me my part of the deposit when I move out. And if she thinks I wont get a lawyer involved, she is trippin. I don't fuck around when it comes to money.
God damnit I hate that this has happened!! I know this is going to go badly. I just know it.
October 25, 2010
Viva La Musica
Thanks to my dear friend Drew, I now have new music to share. YAY
Including an artist I had never heard of!!! I LOVE finding new awesome artists!!!
Here's the list for all you lover's of POP MUSIC!!!
(some of these songs have been on previous lists, but some of these are remixes or different versions featuring another artist or whatever.)
Taio Cruz (Feat. Jennifer Lopez) - Dynamite
KE$HA - We R Who We R
Kristine Elezaj - Warpath
- Let You Know
- D.N.A (Dance the Night Away)
- Rockstar
There is one more... DJ Earworm... this guy takes the top 25 songs of the year, and does a mash up of all of them, AND THEY ARE FREAKIN AWESOME!!!! I have 2009, 2008, and 2007.
All this and more are on youtube for your listening enjoyment!!
MUSIC = HAPPINESS
QUIT YOUR JOB. MAKE MUSIC.
Including an artist I had never heard of!!! I LOVE finding new awesome artists!!!
Here's the list for all you lover's of POP MUSIC!!!
(some of these songs have been on previous lists, but some of these are remixes or different versions featuring another artist or whatever.)
Taio Cruz (Feat. Jennifer Lopez) - Dynamite
KE$HA - We R Who We R
Kristine Elezaj - Warpath
- Let You Know
- D.N.A (Dance the Night Away)
- Rockstar
There is one more... DJ Earworm... this guy takes the top 25 songs of the year, and does a mash up of all of them, AND THEY ARE FREAKIN AWESOME!!!! I have 2009, 2008, and 2007.
All this and more are on youtube for your listening enjoyment!!
MUSIC = HAPPINESS
QUIT YOUR JOB. MAKE MUSIC.
October 22, 2010
Isn't there an IQ test to get into the Police Academy?
So,l I was 25 minutes late to work because I got pulled over by some idiot cop in Santee, CA. This boob pulls me over, and then sits in his car FOR TEN MINUTES…finally I get out of my car and look at my wrist like I have a watch on and say “ HELLO????? TODAY PLEASE” (my dad was a cop so I am not intimidated by cops in any way shape or form) so finally he comes up to my car, and starts lecturing me…
Cop: “Sir, I don’t know who you think you are, but no one is above responsibility when it comes to driving.”
Me: “…..What?”
Cop: “You might think you are above the law, or that you can escape your responsibilities, but not on my watch pal.”
Me: “…What??? Are you serious? Why did you pull me over? Am I being punked??" *looks around for cameras*
Cop: “I should haul you in right now, hit and run a serious offense, what were you thinking?”
Me: “Okay….. I don’t know who you think youre talking too, but I haven’t been in an accident, I didn’t hit and run from anyone, I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
Cop: “Just give me your License, Registration, Proof if Insurance and STAY IN THE CAR”
Me: “…..ok?”
At this point Im getting ready to post on facebook that some crazy boob in a uniform may kill me and I end up missing, this is the last place I was seen alive…. Then 5 minutes later he comes back to my window…
Cop / Boob: “What kind of car is this?”
Me: “….you have my information in your hand…. It’s a Honda Accord”
Cop/ Boob: “Oh… my apologies sir, we’re looking for a black Nissan Altima, here’s your paperwork and license, have a nice day.”
Me: “………..*blink*…………………WWWHHHAAAAATTTTT??? ARE YOU F**KING KIDDING ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!”
I started the car and hit the gas so hard my tires spun and I was off. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I was so mad.
If you are going to work as a traffic officer, LEARN THE CARS AROUND YOU ON THE ROAD. Also, PLEASE HAVE ENOUGH INTELLEGENCE TO KNOW: IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR AN ALTIMA... WHEN YOU WALK UP TO A CAR THAT SAYS "ACCORD" ON THE BACK....YOU HAVE THE WRONG CAR. STUPID. Now I gotta cut my lunch short because that fucktard made me late to work. He ruined my friday right from the start.... I hope he dies in a fire! GRRRRRRRRRRR SO ANGRY
Cop: “Sir, I don’t know who you think you are, but no one is above responsibility when it comes to driving.”
Me: “…..What?”
Cop: “You might think you are above the law, or that you can escape your responsibilities, but not on my watch pal.”
Me: “…What??? Are you serious? Why did you pull me over? Am I being punked??" *looks around for cameras*
Cop: “I should haul you in right now, hit and run a serious offense, what were you thinking?”
Me: “Okay….. I don’t know who you think youre talking too, but I haven’t been in an accident, I didn’t hit and run from anyone, I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
Cop: “Just give me your License, Registration, Proof if Insurance and STAY IN THE CAR”
Me: “…..ok?”
At this point Im getting ready to post on facebook that some crazy boob in a uniform may kill me and I end up missing, this is the last place I was seen alive…. Then 5 minutes later he comes back to my window…
Cop / Boob: “What kind of car is this?”
Me: “….you have my information in your hand…. It’s a Honda Accord”
Cop/ Boob: “Oh… my apologies sir, we’re looking for a black Nissan Altima, here’s your paperwork and license, have a nice day.”
Me: “………..*blink*…………………WWWHHHAAAAATTTTT??? ARE YOU F**KING KIDDING ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!”
I started the car and hit the gas so hard my tires spun and I was off. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I was so mad.
If you are going to work as a traffic officer, LEARN THE CARS AROUND YOU ON THE ROAD. Also, PLEASE HAVE ENOUGH INTELLEGENCE TO KNOW: IF YOU ARE LOOKING FOR AN ALTIMA... WHEN YOU WALK UP TO A CAR THAT SAYS "ACCORD" ON THE BACK....YOU HAVE THE WRONG CAR. STUPID. Now I gotta cut my lunch short because that fucktard made me late to work. He ruined my friday right from the start.... I hope he dies in a fire! GRRRRRRRRRRR SO ANGRY
October 21, 2010
ummm
okay if you have to say "um" more than once in a sentence... hell, more than once in ever 3 or 4 sentences...you should not speak...ever.
That is all.
That is all.
October 20, 2010
Insanity
Okay, who told you that being a bitch is going to get you what you want?
ATTENTION WORLD, NO MATTER HOW FRUSTRATING IT MIGHT BE, DONT BE RUDE TO CUSTOMER SERVICE. EVEN IF THEY ARE IN INDIA BECAUSE THEY ARE DOING WHAT THEY ARE TOLD TO DO. PLEASE DO NOT TAKE IT PERSONALLY, ITS NOT ABOUT YOU, THEY ARENT BEING SHITTY TO YOU BECAUSE THEY DONT LIKE YOU....
STOP BEING A FUCKING ASSHOLE ON THE PHONE. BECAUSE WHEN YOU CALL, YELLING AND SCREAMING AND DEMANDING THINGS...GUESS WHAT.... THATS WHY THEY KEEP DRAGGING THIS ON AND WHY THEY ARE GIVING YOU THE RUN AROUND, BECAUSE YOURE A FUCKING DICK HEAD TO THE REPS ON THE PHONE.
I dont understand why it is that people dont understand this.... If someone asked you for a favor, or asked you to do something for them or give them something, and they werent polite, or nice, or e ven pleasent...would you help them?ld you give them anything? HELL no the fuck you wouldnt! Dont be rude to ME when you need MY HELP. Cuz Im the kind of bitch that will leave you hanging, fucking up your files, risking YOUR job...because you were rude.
Don't fuck with cooks, wait-staff, maids, butlers, customer service, desk clerks, or anyone in the service sector, because we can fuck up your world in ways you dont even know about.
BE A FUCKING HUMAN BEING WITH COURTESY YOU FUCKS!
ATTENTION WORLD, NO MATTER HOW FRUSTRATING IT MIGHT BE, DONT BE RUDE TO CUSTOMER SERVICE. EVEN IF THEY ARE IN INDIA BECAUSE THEY ARE DOING WHAT THEY ARE TOLD TO DO. PLEASE DO NOT TAKE IT PERSONALLY, ITS NOT ABOUT YOU, THEY ARENT BEING SHITTY TO YOU BECAUSE THEY DONT LIKE YOU....
STOP BEING A FUCKING ASSHOLE ON THE PHONE. BECAUSE WHEN YOU CALL, YELLING AND SCREAMING AND DEMANDING THINGS...GUESS WHAT.... THATS WHY THEY KEEP DRAGGING THIS ON AND WHY THEY ARE GIVING YOU THE RUN AROUND, BECAUSE YOURE A FUCKING DICK HEAD TO THE REPS ON THE PHONE.
I dont understand why it is that people dont understand this.... If someone asked you for a favor, or asked you to do something for them or give them something, and they werent polite, or nice, or e ven pleasent...would you help them?ld you give them anything? HELL no the fuck you wouldnt! Dont be rude to ME when you need MY HELP. Cuz Im the kind of bitch that will leave you hanging, fucking up your files, risking YOUR job...because you were rude.
Don't fuck with cooks, wait-staff, maids, butlers, customer service, desk clerks, or anyone in the service sector, because we can fuck up your world in ways you dont even know about.
BE A FUCKING HUMAN BEING WITH COURTESY YOU FUCKS!
October 19, 2010
Cars I LOVE
So I am bored at work so Im going to switch gears here... I have posted twice about the ugliest and most I see on the road.... well here is the opposite.
These are my most favorite cars on the road, this is my top ten... #1 being my absolute favorite dream car!!
10. 2011 Chevy Cruze
9. 2011 Jeep Grand Cherokee
8. 2010 Toyota Prius
7. 2011 Kia Sportage
6. 2011 Honda Accord Coupe
5. Mazda CX7
4. Volkswagen Tiguan
3. 2011 Volkswagen Jetta
2. BMW 3-Series
and number 1... my baby, my ultimate dream vehicle...I want it so bad I can taste it.
2011 Volvo XC60
well those are my favorite cars. If any of you out there win the lottery or inherit boat loads of cash...and feel generous... #1 will make my whole world a happy place!!!
These are my most favorite cars on the road, this is my top ten... #1 being my absolute favorite dream car!!
10. 2011 Chevy Cruze
9. 2011 Jeep Grand Cherokee
8. 2010 Toyota Prius
7. 2011 Kia Sportage
6. 2011 Honda Accord Coupe
5. Mazda CX7
4. Volkswagen Tiguan
3. 2011 Volkswagen Jetta
2. BMW 3-Series
and number 1... my baby, my ultimate dream vehicle...I want it so bad I can taste it.
2011 Volvo XC60
well those are my favorite cars. If any of you out there win the lottery or inherit boat loads of cash...and feel generous... #1 will make my whole world a happy place!!!
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