Ugly Car Report.

WTF are these automaker's thinking??? These cars or freaking atrocious!!! I wish I could make them all go away, they are offensive to my vision and disturb my world!
hahaha

anyway here ya go:

Lincoln MKT


2011 Toyota 4Runner


Nissan Juke (shouldve been named Joke.....mmmmppp....sorry I almost vomited when i found the picture...)


Pontiak Aztek (thankfully no longer in production)


Nissan Cube


Chevy SSR


Toyota Venza (a name as stupid as the designer who made this ugly car.)


Chrysler Sebring


Nissan Murano (Dear Nissan...thats three.... fix this problem.


2009 Acura TL

(this one really pissed me off because the TL prior to this vehicular design abortion, was so sexy and one of my favorite cars on the road:


ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING BUILT BY HUMMER




2009 Merecedes Benz G Class



Subaru B9 Tribeca


Whatever the hell its called...The fucking Porsche SEDAN


Ford Flex



Before I go onto this next fugly design I have to say... I love Honda. I am a die hard Honda Fan... but there is no excuse for this. I like the EXTERIOR of the new Civic.
However the INTERIOR...is fucking retarded and looks oblong and stupid. The "two story" dash/instrument panel is useless wasted space and stupid looking, if youre going to have a digital speedometer, WHY THE FUCK IS THERE AN ANALOG TACHOMETER THATS LIKE 4 TIMES AS BIG BELOW IT???? THATS JUST STUPID....

HONDA CIVIC INTERIOR



EEEEWWWW THE BUICK RENDEZVOUS



The Chrysler Pacifica
Interior I think it far uglier than than the exterior, but they are both disguting. I have also learned that Pacifica's are only bought by smug fools who think they know more than they do. These tacky classless tools think they own SUV's on a budget...no bitch, you own a piece of shit chrysler van with a long hood... its ugly, youre ugly, and you bought a poorly made pile of american crap. Chrysler needs to be gone. The 300 is their ONLY good car.

Pacifica interior


Pacifica Exterior



I'm sorry if these photos were offensive to you, or made you vomit.
My next post will be of the beautiful cars that I LOVE....

Happy Day

I just learned that my friend Nicole is engaged!! Congrats!!!

FINALLY!!! SOME GOOD NEWS!!!

This isnt anything to do with the world changing, but it will change my world...which, let's face it, is all I give a shit about. My boss just emailed me to let me know that even though overtime is only approved for perminant employees...the higher-ups have been so impressed by me (cuz I'm awesome) that I am the only temp in the Poway Branch that they are approving to work overtime!!!! Not only can I work overtime, I can do as much overtime as I can stand!!!! So if I wanted to work 10am friday to 10 am saturday...guess what...I CAN DO IT!!! Now, Im not gonna do that cuz thats crazy insane loco nonesense...BUT I have the power to decide when I want to do overtime, and how much overtime I want to do.

Happy days are here again. My social life in San Diego is pretty minimal...so that allows me time put in more hours at work and not feel like Im losing anything, or missing anything.

This is a HUGE relief because I actually havent made my car payment this month and wasnt going to because I needed the money to pay other bills... so NOW, it shouldnt be a problem. It will get paid late, but it will get paid. Hell yes. I feel so blessed right now, my Google account is growing Thanks to all of you lovely people who click my ads, My mommy who loves me gave me some money this weekend when I was up to see her, my roommate is about to pay me the money she owes me, AND Im getting overtime, in a couple weeks, my fatty financial aid check should be arriving!! I have hope again!!

I have this whole savings plan... Im gonna put most if not all of my financial aid money (which comes roughly every 4 months) into a savings account, and Im going to do everything in my power not to touch that money, then, within the next two years, I am going to move to Seattle. OR is I decide I dont want to move...maybe Ill pay off my car or get a new one....whatever its savings!!! and that's the important part.

This is all up in the air, but I think that I am set on Seattle. I want to live in the rain, where its lush and green yet still a beautiful city, with ferrys and forrests and Canada nearby and Portland only a few hours away....I think it would be SO awesome to start over...again, in a new city...again.

Im so excited.

Thank You

I wanted to post a quick thank you to all of you supportive and wonderful people who have been clicking the ads for me. My balance has jumped from $12.98 to $65.42 in just two weeks. I cannot tell you how much this means to me. Please keep it up! I know its tedious but you are helping a friend. :-)

If I ever become one of those 6 fixure bloggers who make tens of thousands of dollars a month from goodle adsense, trust me, I will be kickin down to you all. Dinners out, gifts, the possibilities are endless. I always make sure the people who help me know that they are appreciated. If that means blow-jobs then so be it. hahahaha I kid I kid.

Love you all!!!

Playlist Time!

Here is what Im grooving to in my car and on my iPhone and iPod:

Selena Gomez - A Year Without Rain
Rihanna - Only Girl
Robyn - Indestructable
Usher - DJ Got Us Falling in Love Again
Taio Cruz - Dynamite
Ida Maria - Oh My God
P!NK - Raise Your Glasses
Britney Spears - So Many Boys
Miley Cyrus - Can't Be Tamed
Ke$ha - Blah Blah Blah
Glee Cast - One of Us
Imani Coppola - Legend of a Cowgirl


Check them out, they are all on youtube.

VIVA LA MUSIC!!!

Tough Decisions...

Well here is where my life stands at the moment:

I make 4 dollars less an hour now than I did before I moved to San Diego. I am suffering. SO, I have rent (I cant afford to move), Iutilities (need electricity and water) a car payment, car insurance, cell phone (have no other form of communication like a land line...so I need my phone) and food and stuff...

I think I am going to have to surrender my car. :-( I have worked SO HARD for the past ten years to correct the mistakes I made when I was young with my credit...and now that Ive gotten my first real credit card, Ive had a car loan in good standing never missing a payment in two years... now I face having to fuck it all up, because I can't find a job that pays enough money. This is fucking cruel. Its like no matter how hard I try, Im doomed to fail. I never thought I would be such a huge failure, but apparently, that's my destiny.

My financial aid check is probably about 6 weeks out, I cant seem to find a second job because of the one full time job I already have, and the demands of school... so either I quit school (again) and work two jobs, or I figure out how to reduce my bills. Cant lower rent or car payment...Ive changed insurance companies twice to just to get lower rates, it doesnt get lower than what I have... yes I can change from the iPhone plan...BUT I paid a deposit with AT&T and dont get it back until I hit the one year mark, which is in December, then I can get that money back...so until then Im not losing out on that money....so Im stuck with my 90 dollar cell phone bill...

Im going to shut off my cable, and keep just the internet, cuz I need it for school... but frankly, Im fucked. I am fucked. I feel like giving up right now, throwing my hands in the air, and waiting for my life to fall apart around me. Take the car, evict me, Ill live on the streets until I die. But then everyone in my life will hate me and be disappointed and god forbid I let anyone down... ugh Im so sick of always having it hard. I'm sick of having to take the long way and the rough road, and I dont give a fuck if it builds character...MY CHARACTER IS BUILT...WHERE IS THE EASY ROAD?!?!?!?!!? I see so many ass hold douchebags who just get to breeze through life...and I have to bust my ass...just to fail. I dont get success, I get hardship and strife and failure. WTF????? I dont get it. What have I done in my 30 years on this planet to cause such horrible Karma!?!?!?!?!?

So it looks like the only way Im going to be able to save myself, without screwing anyone over... is that Im going to have to ruin my credit, once again, and give up my car. Let them come repossess it, slap it on my credit, and fuck me for the rest of my life. I cant even file bankruptcy... all my debt is is my car loan, and one credit card...with a 300 limit. The rest is just medical bills from forever ago from the many times Ive had to go to the ER for Hidradenitis Suppurativa related issues... I dont think thats enough to qualify for bankruptcy. Plus wouldn't I lose my car anyway?? I dunno... either way it wouldnt really help.

My mom has two cars, her new Smart Car...and her 1990 Nissan truck. I may have to talk to her about borrowing the truck indefinitely, and giving up my beloved Honda Accord, until I can save a few thousand dollars to just buy a car outright, and give up my dream of having a nice car.

Looks like Im gonna have to give up on a lot of dreams. Like my dream of owning a laundrymat. See, if I have to ruin what good credit I have by giving up my car, I wont ever be able to get a business loan to buy the laudry mat.

Honestly, I dont know why I bother dreaming at all. It really seems like no matter what I do, Im never going to ever be more than I am now, or have more than I have now. Some people are destined to do great things, some people are destined to be poor & struggling... I guess that's my destiny. The only hope I have left of having a better life is being lucky enough to have a good man with a good income fall in love with me and marry me. Since my luck is always shitty...I highly doubt thats gonna happen.

Im sorry I know this is a shitty post and that Im being super emo...and a lot of people would say "it's just a car, get over it" and I understand that, but I have always had a thing with my car...I Dont know what it is...its like the only good thing Ive been able to accomplish in my life, and having to give it up...its like admitting Im a failure... maybe I am and maybe I should just accept it. Give up hope, give up dreams, and settle into my less than mediocre existence... cuz this is probably as good as it gets.

It's days like this that make me wish all those times I "cheated death"... that death won.

Sympathy for the Devil

As I sit here in my new desk at work, I begin to think about anything that will distract me from the fact that I have been placed in a random spot in this big office, far away from the friends I have made at work. Although technically, this is a good move, it means that my boss trusts that I can do my job without minimal supervision, which is a nice feeling considering I have only been here about two months.

Its oddly quiet... like the kind of weird quiet that happens commonly in an elevator... I have been using my iPod to dull this weird quiet, but sadly it has done little to distract me from these random thoughts that pop into my head.

As I was just about to pull out my iPhone and start playing bejeweled, someone walked by saying " I dunno the devil made me do it" and my first thought was:
"Ya know, the devil had nothing to do with your poor decisions, take some responsibility!" The devil gets a bad wrap sometimes. Thats when it hit me. We don't know that what we were told was necessarily true about Satan... you know how people tend to twist facts to meet their own agenda's who's to say the church didnt do the same thing? Dont even get me started on religion and how jacked and twisted it is, and how its purpose of peace and love and worship is currupted and soiled by the actions of man....

But I had this idea, maybe Satan wasn't so bad. Hear me out: Okay so we were told that Satan was once one of God's highest ranking and most beautiful angels... We were told Satan got jealous of gods power and place so he collected an army to rise up against god, so he could take the throne for himself. This fable confuses me, but like the rest of the "greatest STORY ever told" does, but I digress... If what we were told is true, that God is the creator, he created the sun and the moon and the universe and man and everything... Why would anyone try to step to such a powerful being? He would have to be a freaking retard to think he could overthrow something that has ultimate and absolute power... its like the guy in the Scion tC trying to race the Guy in the BMW... sure your tC is cute and all but its not gonna have a prayer against that M5. Nice try though.
Nevermind that this fairy tale that god created everything has some MAJOR holes and a serious lack of logic, believability and proof... Lets assume we are delusional enough to believe this... OKAY..so Either Satan has a serious case of Down's, or its not true. Here's my theory...

I dont think that Satan wanted to be God, I think maybe he just wanted to be part of the panel. Like God is Tyra Banks, and Satan wanted to step out from behind the Production Assistant's clipboard, and be Miss J sitting proudly beside Tyra/God, to assist in the daily functions of Tyra-ness.
Unfortunately for Satan, God is NOT Tyra... God is OPRAH... and Oprah ain't having it. Oprah don't have no sidekicks, panels, or assistant judges...God/Omnipitant Oprah, got all bitchy and said "oh HELL no, you are NOT trying to step to me, either I control you like I do that tool Dr. Phil, or you get cast out to the fiery depths of Hell, where you will be forced to torture souls for all eternity...and do infomercials."

Satan, being a business man (otherwise how would he have gotten so far up the foodchain to be the God's prettiest and highest ranking angel) probably tried to reason GodOprah, showing her facts and figures, ratings, promos and sales and marketing demonstrations, showing how GodOprah could be less of a "my way or the highway" style control freak, and learn to relax, and before you know it, relaxation increases, stress decreases, and everyone's happy. This probably pissed GodOprah off and in a supreme temper tantrum, GodOprah stomped her clunky Lane Bryant dress shoe on the ground, tore the earth open and threw Satan into the depths.

As we all know, we are a product of our environment...so being stuck in hell all the ti me probably twisted up Satan's appearance. Its not his fault he is (allegedy) scary looking and red and has hooves and horns... Lets be perfectly honest, some of you out there would grow horns and turn red if you didnt have your coffee, glass of wine, or daily dose of porn. Hell I know I would lose my damn mind if I lost my cell phone. OMG when the battery dies, its like I can't breathe. And since misery loves company, no wonder Satan is making everyone else in hell miserable...he doesnt want to be the only one...could you blame him?

So there you have it, maybe there is another side to this story? Don't be so quick to judge!